I first became aware of Josèmaria Escrivá’s teachings in a little movie called The DaVinci Code. However, as we all know, that film is a highly entertaining one built upon a teeny tiny foundation of pseudo- truth and an overwhelming amount of fiction, fantasy, and “what if”? In the past few years I have discovered that the teachings of St. Escrivá to be ones that do not allow any “wiggle room” or opportunities to make excuses and rationalizations — something that I can do with great flair! Escrivá cuts to the heart of my humanity and challenges me to be better, stronger, through the grace and passion of Christ.
“Put your heart aside. Duty comes first. But when fulfilling your duty, put your heart into it. It helps.”
“You strayed from the way and did not return because you were ashamed. It would be more logical if you were ashamed not to return.”
“Is it not true that your gloominess and bad temper are due to your lack of determination in breaking the subtle snares laid by your own disordered desires? The daily examination of conscience is an indispensable help if we are to follow our Lord with sincerity of heart and integrity of life.”
“Don’t say, ‘That person bothers me.’ Think: ‘That person sanctifies me.’ ”
“If obedience does not give you peace, then you have pride.”
I believe that we should all seek those people in our Christian past with whom we can identify. The saints give us hope that, even through our ugly and selfish humanity, we can continue to be sanctified through the blood of Jesus. If I know I fail at holding to the teachings of Escrivá, how much more do I fail my God. But, thanks be to God and with His help, I pray that He draws me closer and continues to change my heart.
Pray for me, St. Josèmaria Escrivá, a sinner.